[September 07, 2007]
If there was ever a doubt in my mind, if there was even a hint of doubt that I shouldn't have the surgery on Monday...it's gone. Getting my period every 3 weeks, and the cramps. OH MY GOD THE CRAMPS. I can't take any meds today. I have tests and class all day. This is EXACTLY why I am having the surgery. I am so tired of the bullshit. If I can survive this weekend with no meds, I can survive ANYTHING.
If there was ever a doubt in my mind, if there was even a hint of doubt that I shouldn't have the surgery on Monday...it's gone. Getting my period every 3 weeks, and the cramps. OH MY GOD THE CRAMPS. I can't take any meds today. I have tests and class all day. This is EXACTLY why I am having the surgery. I am so tired of the bullshit. If I can survive this weekend with no meds, I can survive ANYTHING.
ps. my periods are worse than labor, if that gives you any insight to my state of being.