[December 21, 2007]
The older I get, the more confused I seem to be. I have been Christmas shopping every day this week. It's been horrible. How hard is it to write everything down that I need from Walmart? Instead I end up making 300 different trips because I need this, and then than. I don't even have the wreath on my door yet. It's been sitting here for a month. Geeze. I don't have my mantle done yet. I didn't even send out CHRISTMAS cards this year. As a result, I haven't received any Christmas cards either. I am going to send out New Years cards instead. I haven't done any baking this year. The kids and I made one kind of candy one day, and sent that off to work with Brannon. Sad. I have done nothing this year. I don't understand. This sucks. I can't wait to move to a bigger house. We are just too big for this one. You would think that I would be done Christmas shopping, but alas, I am not. I am just about done, and two of the gifts I am going to make. Plus we are in the middle of our bathroom redo. The tile is done but poor Brannon is upset because 2 are cracked, so now we have that to do...AFTER THE NEW YEAR!! And I am in the middle of painting. But Brannon as said in so many words that my painting days are over. That's ok, I hate painting anyway.
The older I get, the more confused I seem to be. I have been Christmas shopping every day this week. It's been horrible. How hard is it to write everything down that I need from Walmart? Instead I end up making 300 different trips because I need this, and then than. I don't even have the wreath on my door yet. It's been sitting here for a month. Geeze. I don't have my mantle done yet. I didn't even send out CHRISTMAS cards this year. As a result, I haven't received any Christmas cards either. I am going to send out New Years cards instead. I haven't done any baking this year. The kids and I made one kind of candy one day, and sent that off to work with Brannon. Sad. I have done nothing this year. I don't understand. This sucks. I can't wait to move to a bigger house. We are just too big for this one. You would think that I would be done Christmas shopping, but alas, I am not. I am just about done, and two of the gifts I am going to make. Plus we are in the middle of our bathroom redo. The tile is done but poor Brannon is upset because 2 are cracked, so now we have that to do...AFTER THE NEW YEAR!! And I am in the middle of painting. But Brannon as said in so many words that my painting days are over. That's ok, I hate painting anyway.
It is going to be sunny and 60 today. That is just wrong. It's almost Christmas. Where is the snow? Where are the cold temps?
I have been having very bizarre dreams lately. All about my life, all about things that are front and center in my life. Hmmmm.
This is just a ramble of things. It's like my life these days, and my house. Everything is a mess. I can't seem to get a thought straight in my head.
Happy Monthiversary baby. 5 months today. I love you like mad.
I'm going to lay down on the couch and watch tv. Because I can. Because the kids don't have school today. And I am making rolls for breakfast. Yum.